I came to the conclusion that my ADD,is often making people wonder..,I would love to be able to express clearly where I stand,not that many are interested in what I say..,I, am the one that needs to see it. Its my growing experience,my pains and sorrows that come with life knowledge.
In some culture there is the feeling or belief that, any handicap takes you closer to God .
I hope is true because at the end I know I have many things and many views that makes me different as in...not many can really understand me and then...
I looked at the words Osama Bin Laden said ,posted on a link on the 23-03-2008.
I looked at the translation and all I see is a very sad man that looks at the injustice cosed on to Palestinians as a personal battle, as a duty to his own people, to all the Arabs that did not sell the soul, in his, and for many in God s view.
He had all he wanted.. his family was very wealthy...who, if not an activist would that ?, who would risk his life and lose the comfort of a cigar ,of a woman touch and a worm shelter, who would do that?
The one name that was sanctified was San Francesco d Assisi, he was considered a Saint because of his abandonment of material possessions and his luck of fear of animals and great understanding of them. I personally think that San Francis was a bit Kookoo but he was a good guy that disliked people and was a loner that preferred to be bear feet in the winter than dealing with other humans that probably heart him and scared him. At the time of his life
http://www.ofm.org/1/info/Francis1.html this is what he did and endured ,he is now a Saint.
I am not saying that I appreciate Osama s views of women and his general hate for the Occident or respect him, he was probably not granted the time to grow and understand that his anger had deadly consequences that could only thicken the wall.
I am a feminist, I believe in equal rights...the thought of 19 children that never really had a father and 4 wives that he could never make totally happy...saddens me, for them and for him.
If he is alive... I wish him peace and understanding, if not... as well.
Understanding that the best way to succeed is by uniting forces.
Many in this time and age are getting educated, this beautiful invention that is the Internet was invented
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_some_information_about_the_invention_of_the_internet, but we can t justify any blind hatred or killings in name of anybody , not even in the name of the most oppressed of the oppressed....we need to give example and learn from example .
To kill a child who's only fault is to be born in the wrong place at the wrong time, to kill a woman who s only fault is to be protective of the son...is inhumane and barbaric and to kill a father, just because he is defending his family from abuse is obviously vulgar and unproductive a part from cruel and inhumane.
Please..let s all stop killing each other children...nature is already accelerating steps towards destruction...we don t need to make it even faster
I am praying in any way I can for total peace and total awareness for all of us ,every single creature...with out excuses we can become a better world.
The Internet needed time to evolve, to become faster, open and wide spread ....we humans do the same.
How many times we saw things that made us tell out loud to stop the wrong in any way ? . In many states of the Us,people think they are God, or at list , that God is talking to them , specially when killing in his name,in America ..we still have the death penalty.
How many times we hear of the our own voices screaming for the maximum penalty and for a lot of vengeance? How many time we screamed out loud watching the news, seeing babies being killed screaming for castration for paedophiles and lot s of other ideas of tortures? ...have we done it?
Would we be able to actually do what we screamed?, would we actually take a knife and dismember a paedophile ?
Probably not, at list ..not in cold blood, to condemn to death an opinion, to condemn a strong and horrible statement it s dangerous and unhealthy choice that I would happily not support, under Sharia law is done and in the US is sometimes done as well
If I think of how many times I said that I wanted my father dead...How many times I could have harmed him.. I don t believe in all that comes out of us when in pain, when we see injustice.
I don t take sides...I know that often the paedophile has been abused him self ,that the killer killed because probably scared or bullied in the past.
We are amazing creature...creatures that often can surprise our selves with what we can actually be and see.
How many of the people that where helping the poor Jews to run away from secure death have killed Gestapo soldiers to do so ?
We look at them differently because the enemy had a clear and visible uniform ,now ,for many countries the enemy lives with them, on the same land, often taking from it ,the majority of the resources
They don t always ware the uniforms, they often look like brothers and with out much noise thy create lot s of damage.
What do we aspect as an answer to that?
I understand that unfortunately many of the attacks against occupation caused horrible deaths to women and children, it is absolutely absurd for the majority of the western world to even get close to the understanding ,I am talking about the average westerner,even more so for people that are still in rural arias were often the worry.. is the food and the water for them self's and the family.
Seams to me that Muslims in rural areas have the same right to ignorance as the one we give to our own westerners.
I believe that any death caused out of grief, out of fear and out of UNFOUNDED RELIGIOUS VIEW ....had and will have, greater consequences that we could imagine.
Any death that is calculated...is a very cowardly solution. Is the way out of the bullies .
Humans often think that they have the right to take away what was created by GOD but only by direct orders, and sometimes the ones that do not believe act as superior creatures that have only rights and no duty whats o ever.
What a mess...
So ....we can go and push a button from the air or from the sea that causes hundred or thousands of death..but..when they, the inhabitant of a land with different costumes,costumes that infuriate us, with laws that are totally inhumane...we ...can kill children and women and then blame that on the native them self's...very bright of us, very civil.
We justify so much blood continuously but only when we are the one creating it
When somebody is ready to blow up them selves while killing as many enemies as possible ...they are terrorist.
Please can somebody explain why we have this clear distinction ?
We could all share resources and help each other ,using each other strainght ,water is more valuable than oil but many are to spoil ed to see it.
The more I see, the more I understand the anger that makes some become violent in thought and in actual retaliation ,only very enlighten human can endure unfairness and still remain pure and forgiving.
I admire those few, I truly respect them and try to learn from them.
I wish all of us some common sense and some forgiveness.
I may be crazy but ..again all I see in Osama Bin Laden is a lonely,heart broken man, that did what he thought could bring attention..not really to him but to his causes...instead the western world focused on the men,the one that was trying to get at list the Arabs on the same page.
I am not God I don t have the answers..just questions,I just hope to see involvement on the peace front from all sides before my eyes close for the last time.
I would love to see Muslim man and women honouring each other and helping each other wile growing older in total equality and lot s of love.
I wish to see the Palestinian territory as healthy and wealthy as the Israeli one and the end of the wall that reminds me way to much of the Berlin one.
I wounder why we as human are slower to learn than an octopus.
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=29679381
I wounder why we don t share our resources at a Government level, if is true that the best teacher is the one that operates by example....what is going on with all those Governments that think they are Superior than others ?
So..if we want others to become more knowledgeable...we need to show what we would like them to be.
How many times adult smokers tell children not to do it? How many times does it work?
So..here i am wondering what happened to us? Why we can t see that what we preach and long for ,is the same in the small and in the big scale, that the little injustice of every day life and our reactions to them could be applayd as well to the bigger picture, the international one.
We teach our children in the way we now know to be better , by example not as it was when I was small.
At the time teachers would hit your hands with a ruler made out of wood, they thought as the Muslim did, and how unfortunately many still do by practising and supporting Sharia law .
The teacher thought that fear would enlighten their head and looks like Sharia punishments for many, is the way, or better, they have the illusion as many western teacher did that the body pain enlighten the souls.
FEAR, only fear...as the cat will turn around and scratch you if you scare it, as we human will .
If we stop justifying our mistakes and we start taking responsibility and start giving example... the sooner our race will flourish.
We are all in the same boat, we all have a heart even if under cover and that is really the human strainght.
ECONOMICAL EQUALITY
GENDER EQUALITY
LIFE RIGHT EQUALITY we are all mammals that refuse to see our self's as we are; connected...necessary and beautiful.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hyuF3UkFQ5o please just think...we bleed in the same way, we are all made in gran part by water ,we need it to survive even more than oil .
With out oil we will still survive....our Great grandfather and Great Grand mother did ,many still do but ...with out water.... we all dye.
Some think that they have the power because of the dependence of others...let s take away our dependency..or exchange it as all the sons and daughters of God do.
My door is always open for the hungry and the thirsty, my heart is always open for the ones that are in need of a word or an ear and my mind is there to make the best use as possible of all my other senses.
We are a beautiful machines that need a tuneup, all of us,not just the ones that we call terrorist, that in my view no matter what, are still soldiers of an enemy country, of an enemy of God as we are to them ,no more, no less.